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[06 Aug 2006|10:59pm] |
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humm.
i hate the fact i procrastinated everything in my life. i failed freshman year, became a sophomore in november of that year. didnt care about grades at all or my education as a whole to be exact.. just only cared about my social, personal and love life. my bad grades costed me no scholarships, which means i have to pay for college on my own. its august, i turn 18 in 24 days, and i have no job, no money and no license. yes, i have a car now, thats one thing, but im left with nothing else. im such a procrasinator. i hate it so much. not having a job && money, keeps me from my car payments. not having a license, keeps me from my job. and idk what i can do to change that. well, get my license of course, but even then, what if i fail? then im screwed. plus, you have to make those in advanced, and what happens if they're full for the next few weeks? im screwed again. i guess i can never know until i call or whatever, right? heh. life is definitely kicking my ass hardcore now. and i feel like crying. i just cant believe i was so stupid. i really cant. i was self-centered, and i shouldnt of been. i guess you take the consequences with every action. and i have to accept it i guess. i just hope everything works out, and the only way it can is if i change it.
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[09 Jul 2006|05:29pm] |
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I'm starting out fresh and new.
Woohoo. :]
But this is FRiENDS ONLY.
kthx.
So comment to be added.
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